blah blah life

I don't have anything interesting to say apart from not drinking SUCKS, I HATE being sober with an almighty passion, I'm ALWAYS the one who's too pissed to even walk, sobriety is fucking shit :( I've got a party this weekend, gonna get 'cunted' as my friend calls it no matter what. I WILL get drunk haha. :( Getting 'high' is err not my forté and it's good but it doesn't give me the energy it just makes me feel all floaty and tired lol. SO yeah, back on the alcohol soon which isn't really a good thing but I'm literally dead boring without it :(.

Last weekend I went to the folk festival in a town/village near me and it was...okay. Like I said, I was sober so it wasn't exactly wild although it had the potential to be! If I hadn't been so...fridgid, dare I say lmao. Like, normal drunk Lily would have pounced on a boy if he offered to pull her, not respectfully declined HAHA, dear god. I looked pale as fuck as well and the red lipstick and dark hair didn't really help, I looked like snow white or a gothic weirdo or something haha. I just don't wanna tan lately but the sun's completely vanished so my real tan which is now only on my stomach and a bit on my legs will fade, guess I'll whip it back out starting tonight then.

Wow, stunning Lily! I took most of the photos and the four I'm in are all disgusting lol.